i am in transition. i have been for 5 years, ever since i came back to reality from psychotic manic delusional paranoia that always ended in extreme depression because it blocked me from doing everything i set out to do. now i am in the position to appreciate me because i am finally getting things accomplished and moving. i am laying the foundation for a new life. it has already started with the drafting of the plans for the house that is my home....(devil be damned, because he is)
women in transition I
(we are strength)
we fight inside and
out
we don’t always win
we
will never give up
too many people depend on
our existence
women in transition
fight with ghosts in the night
to greet the mourning
with tears
in silence
in private
we wait
for sun
pray and start the day
no one sees the pain
we are quiet actresses
we orchestrate
symphonies that
manifest our
reality
we are
the creators of a
Fate
that manifests itself
inside first
working its way
out
we pray
and it changes us
therefore
we have a hand in
changing the world
we are strength
women in transition II
(we are Life)
sometimes
we think we are pain
when we
cry out
asking our God
to deliver us from
this and only this it
was all we needed
but the pain was still there
we
wrestled with it daily
we
wrestled with pain
we wrestled
through the night
until our Father
blessed us
He gave us Life
we are Life born of pain
we are strength we are Life...
women in transition IV
(we are Hope)
i thank God
my heart is
stronger than
my mind—and so is yours
my dear sister
in the natural order of things
we bring
we can carry
we will make
we are vital
reborn
fierce beauty
uncontested by time
a natural innocent experience born of promise
Faith
and Love
we are strength we are Life we are immortal we are everlasting time
we are Hope
the world cannot exist without us
we must keep
moving...
this has been the truncated version of my "transition suite in c."
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